Updates on life, home and health

I'm having one of those days where I'm considering chopping off my legs, which kind of restricts how much I can do. I can make it back and forth between my chair and the toilet if I need to, but beside that I'm just staying in one place. Gotta love these days. X3

Been generally having a really bad week, health wise, so I've just spent my time watching anime (I'm working on a seperate blog entry on that subject), and doing some doodling when it didn't hurt too much to hold a pencil. Actually got quite a lot of doodles done. Got out some really old sketches and finished them so I can smack on some lineart on them later on. Feeling pleased with that, I am.

On another subject, I am looking for a web designer to help me out with a small project of mine. I don't have much money, but I'm willing to put whatever I have into this, so if you're good at what you do (and can work for cheap ;_; ) and you're interested, then leave me a comment here, or send me a message on facebook, or mail me at keyjester@hotmail.com for more information.


The apartment is kind of at a standstill at the moment. My biological father actually got hold of an electrician for me, that was cheap enough for me to afford it, but he couldn't do the job after all. He had too much work on his hands, unfortunately. So, yeah, back to square one. We can finish the upper cupboards, whenever grandpa and dad have the time for it, and maybe start putting the lower ones in place, but I really need an electrician to do some electrical work before I can finish the kitchen. Right now I'm praying for a miracle and a lottery ticket with some money to it. I'd easily settle for just a couple of thousand right now, cause at least that could help me pay an electrician. Though, I wouldn't say no to more. XD Like 50k. That would be really nice right now, and it would help me finish the rest of the apartment. 100k and I can finish the bathroom as well, instead of saving up for a couple of years before I tackle it.

Ah, yeah, now I'm just dreaming.

Either way, the apartment is a chaotic mess, and with my health being a bitch, not much is being done and I basically have to ban people from visiting me. I'd rather not have people over when I'm living in the middle of all this. At least until the kitchen is done, then it'll be a bit easier to clear up the chaos a bit.


Yeah, as I was saying, I'm having a really bad day, cause the pain in my legs is really intense. But, I got some good news today, so I'm feeling good anyway. I got a call from a hospital in another town, and I've been called in for an investigation in about a month. I'll be submitted to the hospital for about 5 days while they do a complete checkup. My old doctor sent them a note about my health problems, and that we think I might have fibromyalgia, asking for them to do a proper investigation, but they've decided to call me in on the suspicions of me having ME.

I've got to admit I was in a state of shock when I saw the letter, cause I didn't really know much about ME (or Chronic Fatigue Symdrome, as it's also called), but the things I have heard of it weren't pleasant things. Not that Fibromyalgia isn't an unpleasant thing to have, but I had somewhat settled on that thought and had gotten used to it, so it didn't sound so bad anymore. So, suddenly getting the suspicion of ME thrown in my face was... Shocking.
But, I've been reading up on it, and I can see why they suspect I might have it. I've calmed down a bit, and I've just decided to have them check me for anything and everything, cause now I just want to know what the actual fuck is going on with my body.


Other than that, my mood is as good as ever. Even though I'm stuck at home, things hurt, my home is chaotic, and I'm being all introvert-mode, I still manage to stay on top of the world and generally just feel great. I'm constantly in love with life, and it keeps me smiling through just about anything. Also, I've got my work, and my guardians, and that's pretty much all I need to be happy in life.

And, mum bought me some Oreos today, so I'm all OMFGhappy! ;)

That's your idea of brave?

It was a random remark a page I follow on facebook made, as they posted something about pictures of people, yet it was enough to tickle me in a bad way. It was meant in every positive way possible, I know, but I still can't help but take it negatively.

You're brave for posting pictures of yourself if you're a +size person.

What kind of bullshit is that?

Seriously, what kind of perception does people really have of certain things? Saying that you're brave for posting pictures of yourself when you're a +size is a fukken insult, if you ask me. It's basically saying that it's a very bad thing to be a +size, since you have to be brave just to show it. That is just bullshit! It's talking down on +sized people, is what it is. I know they mean well, the people that say it, but it's stupid. And what makes it even more stupid is that no one really realizes how insulting it really is.

If you really want to give a compliment, you can simply say they're perfect just for being who they are.

I know I always talk a lot about +sized people, mainly because I find it more attractive. I'm a teensy bit on the +side myself, in fact, and I'm extremely satisfied with that. I look good, and curvy. And we all love curves. But the truth is, I don't really care about size. It doesn't matter if you're +size or -size, cause beauty ain't measured in size. Sure, I'd rather not be a -size myself, but that's mainly cause I've been pretty skinny in the past, and trust me when I say that it did NOT look good on me. I look best when I've got mah curves on, as simple as that.

It just annoys me how the so called beauty ideal is something unreachable, both for women and for men, and most of the people smacked on the cover of magazines to portray that ideal beauty ain't even real. It's beauty created from, among other things, surgery, extreme dieting or workout, makeup, and even drugs, all just various ways of torturing yourself just to meet the ideals other people set. It's fake. And it's worthless. There's no way in hell I'd ever go through any of that just to be perceived as "perfect" by others. I got my pride. And I ain't living my life for none other than myself! I set my own ideal for beauty, and I meet that ideal every fukken day. I live up to my own expectations, and not whatever expectations others might have of me.

Now, I don't mean to talk down on people who truly find that public ideal beauty to be real beauty, cause, I mean, we all have different views and taste, and we're all entitled to our opinions. If that's beauty to you, then that's beauty to you! If you want to fight to become that kind of beautiful, then I say GO FOR IT! And don't stop until you reach that goal. Just, promise me that you don't hurt yourself in the process. It's just never worth it, you know, hurting yourself for the sake of something.

What I really want to make a point of is that there are so many different kinds of beauty. I know a lot of so-called +sized people whom are some of the most beautiful people I've ever seen! And also, I know some so-called -sized people (like, omg you wouldn't even believe it, kind of skinny) that looks absolutely perfect. I mean, put some meat on them and they'd lose that beauty. +size, -size, "average", curvy, skinny, fat, stick-figures... All sizes have their own beauty, but unfortunately not everyone sees that. All the people I know that I find beautiful always complains about their looks, and mainly their weight, and they completely miss the fact that they're so damn perfect just the way they are. If they just started loving themselves instead of trying to change themselves, they'd be a whole lot happier. Don't go chasing stupid ideals, cause you'll never be truly happy that way. True happiness comes from accepting yourself, loving yourself, and being proud of yourself, no matter what you look like. Not many people seem to see that.

It just makes me kind of sad. And it tickles me in that bad way.

The biggest change

Strangely enough, there's one question I've gotten lately, from several people (and even from people I never expected it from), and though it really shouldn't, it has somewhat taken me by surprise. I've been asked what the biggest change I've gone through is. And, you know, I found myself giving different answers to all of those who asked.
I've changed a lot, and so I've told people, and even made the effort of making a whole blog entry about that (the User Manual, in case you haven't read it yet). I can hand you an almost endless list of how many things (some even barely noticable, yet still there) that have changed inside me. But what is the biggest change?

I was out walking, earlier tonight, when I realized. It was just a short walk, to go get some food, and yet it was a somewhat enlightening walk. The biggest change I've gone through is that when I'm out walking, instead of looking down on the ground, like I've done all my life, I am now looking up, and ahead.

KeyJester User Manual

(lengthy entry, ahoy!)
I think I wrote an introduction to who I am when I first fired up this blog, but that's a while ago, and I've changed so much since then that you could say I'm a completely different person. It's been over two years since I started on this blog (though I had three other blogs before that, and they're all filled with crap), and in those two years my life has turned up-side-down and I've gone through a complete change inside me. My taste has changed, my way of thinking has changed, and my general feelings have changed. The only thing that haven't changed much is my outside appearance, though even that has gone through some tiny changes. I really am a different person, and if you really, really knew me those years ago, you'd know exactly how different I am.

So, it's time for a new introduction. This is also to "welcome" any new readers I might have, as well as basically give you a User Manual on me if you're planning on getting to know me more. Make sure you read this before you decide to keep me in your life, cause this might just make you change your mind, haha! ;p

I'm a bit of a handful, and I'm fully aware of it, but I can be worth it, for the right kind of people.

• I was born on the 15th of January, 1985, which means that in this writing moment I am 28 years and 7 months old. Only 17 months until I'm 30!
• I'm of the female gender (woo!), and I'm usually extremely feminine. But I also have my extremely boy-ish sides, and I've often been told that my brain tends to act like a male. Whatever that means. XD
• In the short About Me section on the right here I state that I'm a lesbian, and that's also what I tell people, cause it's easier than explaining what I really am. In truth, I'm Wabbly. Yes, I had to make up my own definition of it. XD I feel attracted to, and can fall in love with, anyone, regardless of gender or of they're real people or fictional characters, but I'll only get physical with girls. Panromantic Homosexual, a friend of me called it (thanks for the fancy term, Sophie!).
• I'm independent and confident, but I am only human and have my bad days where I lose that confidence. But for the most part, I'm on top of the world, sure of who I am, and damned proud of it! I don't care what people say about me, but I won't tolerate bullshit either. Call me bad stuff to my face and you're looking for a fight. I'm not afraid to punch you.
• I'm sickly obsessed with keys, and I collect them. Be they actual keys, accessories shaped as keys, clothes with key pics on them, decorations with keys on them, or drawings/pictures of keys (or even the word key in different languages), I want them in my collection.  A key is the best gift you can ever give me.
• I love gaming of all sorts, though I mostly stick to RPGs, Online games or old fahsioned pen and paper roleplaying (D&D, Cthulhu). But I'm always open for trying something new.
• I collect gaming consoles as well, and so far I have: Playstation One, 2 and 3, the first Xbox, Nintendo 64, Gamecube and Wii. I also have a Gameboy Color, GB Advance, GB Advance SP, DS and a PSP. I'm proud of my collection, I am!
• My favourite game series ever is The Legend of Zelda. My second favourite is Final Fantasy (and I include Kingdom Hearts in that), and my third fav is Resident Evil. Other games I love is Grandia 1 & 2, Alundra, Dark Chronicle, and Folklore. The online games I'm fiddling with atm is Grand Fantasia, Lord of the Rings Online, Guild Wars 2, World of Warcraft and Aion Online.
• My number one favourite anime of all time is Fairy Tail, with One Piece on 2nd place, and my favourite manga is Sailor Moon.
• My favourite movie at the moment is FFVII: Advent Children Complete, though I generally enjoy all sorts of movies under the fantasy, sci-fi, comedy and/or action genre. I don't do drama, and romantic movies is too sappy for me. Mention Twilight and I'll punch you.
• I don't watch TV, but have a loooong list of series that I want to collect on DVD cause I really love them. Such as Andromeda, Firefly, Charmed, Buffy, Angel, Dark Angel, Supernatural, Ghost Whisperer, Heroes, Roswell, Stargate SG-1, Stargate Atlantis, Torchwood, Xena, Once Upon a Time, The Walking Dead, Legend of the Seeker, CSI: Las Vegas, CSI: Miami, CSI: NY, NCIS, NCIS: Los Angeles, Criminal Minds, and probably some other that I can't think of right now, haha!
• I enjoy reading as well, but I only read fantasy books. I get reality every day, so why read about it? My favourite books are in Norwegian (Som om jeg ikke var til, Våpensøstrene, Isfolket), but I also love two of Maggie Furey's book series - Aurian and Shadowleague - and the Hunger Games books by Suzanne Collins, and The Girl Who Circumnavigated Fairyland in a Ship of Her Own Making by Catherynne M. Valente (awesome book, that, and easily one of my favs!).
• I love music, and I'll always have music on when I'm at home. I'll listen to pretty much anything and everything, from dubstep or techno, to rap, pop or rock, depending on my mood. My spotify playlist is a weird mixture of chaos, and I love it.
• I draw and write a lot, but my real passion is design and creating things. Drawing and writing is just a means to show you what I have in my head. I'm a medium with a link to endless worlds, and my dream is to share it with you all.
• I'm an artist. I do art as a way of expressing who I am or how I feel, cause my art IS me, and though you are entitled to your opinions I will not appreciate ctiticism or suggestions on how to "improve" or make my art "more correct", unless I specifically ask you to, cause I will take that as a personal attack. I'm satisfied with who and what I am, and thus also satisfied with my art. Please respect that
• My characters mean more to me than life itself, so any attack towards them will be met with hostility and I will not hesitate to be mean as fuck. I'm protective of my "family".

• I am diagnosed with - and in the past, suffered heavily under - things such as Dissociative identity disorder,  Avoidant Personality Disorder, Dependent Personality Disorder, a slight Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, General Anxiety Disorder, Extreme social phobia, and with the possibilities of things such as Bipolar, ADD, and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. These things used to rule my life, and I couldn't handle confrontation, rejection, social life, and life in general, without a complete breakdown and becoming suicidal.
• Even though I'm still diagnosed wih these things, I do not suffer under them anymore. I've learned to control them, and I am now almost a normal functional person. I don't have any trace of anxiety or social phobias, I don't depend on people anymore and though I still prefer to avoid confrontation, I can handle it if it happens. Most people won't even believe me when I tell them of the problems I've had, cause to them I seem so well functioning. I do have a split personality problem still, but for the most part I've got it under control, mostly because I've accepted it instead of fighting it. I know I've got other personalities "in my head" and that's okay. I'd like to think of it as adding more spice to my life. ;p
• My physical health has gotten pretty bad this past year, as I might have Fibromyalgia. It leaves me very tired and out of energy, and I also suffer from extreme pain all over my body. My joints, skeleton, muscles and sometimes even skin tends to ache all over, especially if it's raining or sour outside. My knees, especially, is huge problem for me, cause they constantly hurt, so stairs is like my biggest weakness right now. We're still trying to figure out what's causing all this, and because of it my physical functionability (is that even a word?) is extremely limited. When I have bad days, I can hardly make it out of bed, much less out of my own apartment.

• I'm somewhat introverted. Dealing with people can be draining for me, especially if I'm having bad health days, and when I'm in my "bubble" I'd rather not be bothered.
• My home is my sanctuary, safe place and bubble, and I am highly protective of it. Meaning that I really don't like surprise visits, or generally visits of any kind. People dropping in to say hi, and just check up on me before leaving after 5 min is something I can tolerate. If you want to actually visit, as in sit down and have coffee and/or just spend time with me, check beforehand if I'm okay with it! I really, really don't like having people in my bubble. Having guests over makes me uncomfortable, and it drains me, so I don't take initiative to invite people over.
• If I do, however, invite you over on my own initiative, you should feel fukken honoured! You just got a holy stamp of approval that not many people get, and even though the invitation might only be a one time thing, it's still pretty fukken special.
• The "standing invitation to come over whenever" stamp is so holy and unusual that I can actually count on one hand how many people got that stamp. These people are my dearest darlings, and if you ever hurt them then I will hurt you. Mkay?
• My home really is my bubble, and when I'm inside it it's hard to make me leave. I don't like people calling me or texting me when I'm in my bubble, cause it makes me uncomfortable, but snapchat is okay cause I'm not obliged to answer that, and I generally like taking snaps. Also, if you want me to come meet you or hang out with you when I'm in my bubble, then I'll most likely say no. It's not that I don't like you, or people in general, but my bubble is so fukken comfy that it's hard to leave it. XD That, and I'm insanely lazy. No, really, I'm lazy.
• If I am, however, already outside my bubble, like in town or something, then I'm up for almost anything! I love hanging out, and I'm pretty social when I'm out and about, and anything from having coffee at a cafe, going shopping, going to the movies, partying or just going for a walk is welcomed with open arms.
• I'm generally in love with life, and I like having people around me and doing things, but this only shows when I'm outside the bubble, unfortunately. My programming is weird.

• Alcohol! I have a very good relationship with it, and I'll have you know that aside from Boobs and Bacon, Beer is the love of my life. Alcohol changes a lot of my rules, and if alcohol is involved then I'll just tell you right away that I'm a different person to deal with.
• After one beer I'm average social and can even invite people into my bubble, as well as leave the bubble and do all sorts of things. I'd love to go out and have a beer or two at a bar, especially if it's summer and we can sit outside in the sun and just chat about random things. That's pure happiness for me. If I get on the tipsy side, you'll see my "I love the whole world" way of being, and I'll easily end up having an open house at my home. XD I get socially hungry when I drink, and I love to meet new people. I might be compensating for my everyday introverted self or something, lol. If I'm drunk, I might end up proposing to you as a way of telling you that you're an okay person. Yes, I actually did that once. I tend to overdo things a bit.
• I've got a big mouth in general, or, as we say here in Norway - Stor i kjæftn, snar å spreng (big mouth, but quick to run). But when I drink, I get 100 times worse. I'll promise you the world, meaning well, but not really capable of following up. I'm just so hungry for life, and I love everyone and everything, and want to show it in any way possible, which ends up in me making all sorts of crazy promises and saying stuff I really shouldn't. Don't take me too seriously when I'm drunk, or you'll have a bad time.
• If I do, however, say something you really want to know if I mean it or not, ask me again when I'm sober. If I still say the same, then I can promise you that I mean it. If not, then I'll probably explain to you what I actually meant. XD
• I don't really need to even have alcohol in my system to be fun and social and all of the above things (big mouthed and loving of everyone), but to get in that mood I need to leave my bubble first, and we've already established how hard that is. Beer is usually the best bait to get me to leave it. I never say no to beer. OwO
• Beer (in moderate portions, ofc!) just strengthens my actual personality and makes me energetic and happy. Wine keeps me calm and shows you my mature sides, while bubbly stuff such as champagne or sparkly wine makes me bubbly and childish and want to be all over the place. Drinks make me stupid drunk, shots totally kills me and I'll always end up throwing up, tequila (or, the right amount of it) makes me daring, and Cognac or whiskey makes me tough and sometimes bitchy. Give me coffee and cognac and I'll try to take over the world!

In general, the things to keep in mind about me is that when I'm at home, I'm lazy and introverted and hard to reach, but I'm a happy and life-loving person that loves to experience things, and everything from gaming, partying or just having a cup of coffee in town is something I love doing. I love with all my being, and I'll always give my all for my loved ones. I'll have a smile for you any day, and if you need to cry then my shoulder is always ready. I might not have the right words to give you, and I can be somewhat awkward at times, but I care. And I love. I live in a world of my own, and it's a world that will always be a part of me, and that I'll never leave no matter what, but if you're the right person I might just invite you into my world. You really won't regret being a part of it.

Okay, okay (now with actual ramblings!)

I'll give it a rest now! Yes, I fiddled around with the appearance of the blog again. I just couldn't help myself! The other version was too yellow, and the header was yuck. This one, on the other hand, I'm actually really pleased with. I like the colours, and I like what I managed to do with the header (I fired up my lappie and made it in old gimp so I could get my favourite font), and I think the overall look is good. I'll probably stick to this until I get the custom background I've been thinking of.

Yeah, as I said, I think the blog looks pretty good now, at least on the screen I'm viewing it on. What does it look like for you? How much of the background can you see? On my screen, almost half the background gets cut off, so you don't see the bottom of it. It ends just below the bottom bird on the left beneath the poem. XD Here's what it's supposed to look like:

It's pretty big, as you can see. It's something random I found on google, so I have no idea who has the original picture. I take no credit for this! X3

On another matter, if you're having problems commenting on the blog, then it's cause you need an account on either Google, LiveJournal, WordPress, TypePad, AIM, or OpenID to do so, apparently. Most people should have a google account (if you have gmail, google+ or a youtube account), tho I don't know about the rest. And if you can't find the comment section, then just click below the actual blog entry where it says either "ingen/?? kommentarer" or "no/?? comments" cause sometimes the comment section hides. At least from me, it does. o.o

What else?

Uh, yeah, I'm currently working on digifying all my paperwork, so I've been scanning old art like a god damn hero lately! So far I've got over 800 pics scanned, and I'm not even done. Woo. The pile I have left right now is all artwork of only one OC, but I'm guessing there are over 100 pieces of art there, so... Yeah. Also, I realized that some pretty important drawings aren't even in my possession anymore, which created a somewhat "fun" dilemma. See, I gave a lot of drawings of one of my OCs to The EXtraterrestrial several years ago. Which was... Intelligent. Though, I couldn't have known then that I'd need them now, both for the digifying project, as well as some other pretty important things.
Anyhouse, the "fun" dilemma was whether I should just give up on the drawings, or make contact with my ex and ask to borrow them to get them scanned. I think I argued with myself for a day or two on the matter, before I actually sat down and sent her a private message on Facebook. Couldn't hurt to ask, right?
But, I sent her the message on Thursday last week (4 days ago now), and still no reply. In fact, I went to check, and I don't even think she's opened and seen the message. So, either she haven't been on FB for the past days, or FB haven't told her she got a message. Or she's just plain ignoring me, which is also an option, I suppose. XD I could send her a txt on her phone, but writing long texts on the phone with the touch keyboard is a nightmare, and I'm still not desperate enough to do that, so meh. We'll just see what happens.

On the home-front, the kitchen is still at a standstill while I'm saving up money to hire an electrician to do the electric work that needs to be done before I can finish everything in there. But I've got my fridge, and a microwave, so I'm surviving. Food is a boring subject, but it's good enough for now.

My health is bipolar. One day I'm good, the next I can barely walk. It's a fun little game of figuring out what kind of day I'll have before I attempt to get up on the morning. It's usually not that hard to guess, cause on bad days I wake up in pain. So, yay.

Social life is still dead. I'm too tired to deal with people, so I'd rather just avoid it for now. I'm not depressed or troubled or anything. I'm just feeling introvert and need time to myself. Which is kind of usual, hehe. I did have one of my sisters over this weekend, and we saw a movie (FFVII: Advent Children Complete, which was even more awesome than the original), talked nerdy to eachother and did some gaming. It felt good, cause she's one of the few people I can stand to have around me when I'm feeling like not being social, cause she's the same as me in that matter. It was a good weekend, it was.

I'm running out of things to ramble about now.

So, I'll just leave you with this absolutely FANTASTIC asmv made by loosecontroiPL from youTube, showing a simply brilliant introduction to my number one favourite anime of all time; Fairy Tail!

Until next time, take care, my lovelies~

Decent solution

Yep, after muddling around for a bit, I think I came up with a decent solution for the appearance of my blog. And, voila, here's the result! Nothing big and fancy, but I like it.

The background is from my favourite anime, Fairy Tail, and is a picture of the Edolas world (totally loved that arc). I just wanted something that showed a fantasy sky, with floating isles and planets, and this is the closest I could get after hours of googling. It's a bit yellow-ish in colour, which isn't really all that perfect, but it's nice and soft on the eyes, so I'm satisfied.

The header was thrown together in a couple of minutes, really, and isn't really all that good, but it'll do. I wanted to make something a bit more fancy, but for some reason the newest version of gimp that I've got downloaded on this computer doesn't have any pretty fonts at all. Like, literally, none that I like. My favourite font from the old versions is gone, so making pretty banners isn't fun anymore. Still have the old gimp on my laptop, with all the pretty fonts, but working on my laptop is a nightmare so I don't know if I can be bothered. If I can find a solution to this gimp-font problem, then I'll make a new header.

Oh, and the poem to the left here is a Norwegian poem by Sille Myreng, called "Fremmed, Alene" (alien, alone), and it's my favourite poem. I tried translating it to English (hah, my translation powers totally suck, btw, so this is a pretty direct translation), for those of you who wants to know what it mean:

Once the only, always the Only
in the wrong dimension you're lonely, alone.
You breathe, you talk, but isn't among them
who call the blue-green Tellus their home

The ugly duckling who'll never be a swan
cause your thoughts go on a different track
You long to go away, but you don't know where
You just want to go where your kin lives

You stumble onwards, every minute is a pain
and you wait for the ice around your heart to melt
Hours turn to days, memories to dust
but still you feel the whiz of longing

You toss in your sleep, you don't want to borrow
any more time in a world with a foreign moon
You sink down into bitter apathy
and know; alien, alone, you will always be


It is a gorgeous poem, and it has always been one I hold close to my heart. It may sound a bit depressing, and a couple of years ago there was indeed depressing reasons for why I loved it. Yes, to me, this world feels foreign and I feel like an alien in it, which makes me feel somewhat alone. But this thought isn't, to me, depressing anymore, as I've learned to accept the way things are. I still don't feel at home here, but I've figured that there's got to be some important reason for why I'm here, so why not enjoy it while it lasts?

I give up

Cause I'm about to go completely insane.

I've been working on making the blog look pretty, while not being too bright or hurtful to my eyes, nor too dark and gloomy, and I've been at it all day! Seriously, an entire day! And now I'm at my limits, and with this ridicules result I'm giving up for now.

The header is... Well, semi-decent alone, and just ridicules with the background. XD
But I can't be bothered fixing it.
THIS'LL HAVE TO DO FOR NOW!

One day I'll sit down and make a proper background and header and everything, but right now I'm too sick of it all to do anything decent. Besides, I has some beer and some chocolate waiting for me, demanding that I watch anime with them. So... Toodles~

Wabbly

Taken from the KeyJesterpedia of KeyJester-language~

Wabbly :: Sexual Orientation
When a person is attracted to, and can fall in love with, people of all genders, be they female, male or transgender (much like a pansexual), and regardles whether they are real people or fictional characters from movies, comics or games. However, when it comes to actual physical contact and sexual relations, the person only have one set preference (e.g. he or she only has sex with women, despite being attracted to all genders), and will rarely, if ever, stray from this preference.

Reviving ze online life

Well, now that we've established that I am, in fact, alive, I've figured that it's time to slowly work my way around to reviving my online life. For those who know me, I used to have a pretty active online life, being a member of various sites that I spent pretty much 90% of my waking time doing goddess only knows what, but that all died when I moved. The only thing I stayed online on was Facebook, naturally, since after mum tricked me into joining the damned thing, my predictions of me becoming obsssively addicted to it came true. Woo.

Anyhouse, the point is that I have a lot of sites that I used to frequent, and I am now starting to move back to them like a moth towards flame. Of the most important ones, I have finally cought up with all my missed messages on deviantArt (god damn it, I had 867 messages and 2 Notes waiting for me there), so I am now officially back to checking it daily. Not uploading any art just yet, cause I've got stuff to work out in my home first (but for those thirsty art addicts, you can go watch my facebook art page - ARATRI - instead, where I randomly post art-like things every now and then), but when I'm done with the renovations and go back to doing art regularily, I'll start uploading art to my dA again. ^^

Next on my checklist of online life reviving is my blog. Yep, that's right, I'm gonna go back to regular blogging again, so yay me. I don't have anything interesting to write, but who cares about that. The important part is that I am randomly punching my keyboard, creating words, and publishing it for ya'll to see. Right?

Oh, on the subject of blogging, I am considering giving my blog a makeover.
See, I have light sensitive eyes, so I can't stand white or too bright backgrounds (they fukken hurt my eyes and give me a fukken headache that kills me), but this black thing seems kind of gloomy, don't it? I don't like gloomy. So! A change would be nice. Now, show hands and give me a big AYE! those of you who support this idea!

Nyah... What else?

Gaming! Yeah, still in a kind of off mode when it comes to my online gaming, so I haven't been able to revive that part just yet. But it's on my checklist, so sooner or later it WILL be revived. And for thsoe who wonders, I play Lord of The Rings Online, Grand Fantasia, Guild Wars 2, Aion Online and World of Warcraft. And I am open for trying just about anything, as long as it's free to play, or at least have a free trial period. I am still looking for that perfect online game to get lost within.

Ah... GaiaOnline. Oh, gawd... I don't think I've logged in since sometime last year, which is insane considering the fact that the place used to be my number one online home. It's on my checklist, but I just haven't gotten that far yet. I KNOW there's tons to get updated to once I log in, so I suppose I just keep pushing it down to the bottom of my list because of it... ._.

Yeah, I still have a lot to revive, but I'm slowly getting there.

Aaaanyhouse!

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